Fake smile .

Hello, even though I doesn't like to fake smile but I must smile in front of all my friends, family and you . Even I smile or laugh loudly, it doesn't mean that I'm happy . I hate this ' (: or :) ' it's not my type , I don't like to use this 2 emoji, it make me feel like you doesn't wan to talk or smile in front of me, when I'm not happy or no mood, I will use this , cause just I know it's mean sad emoji for me (: be happy no matter what .