朋友。

朋友是什么？
朋友是拿来利用的吗？
用完了就可以不见了？

有时很不了解你把朋友当成什么，
利用了就忘记我们了。
妳说我们去哪都没叫上你，但是你想想啊，每次叫你你都会讲“我不知道可不可以～ OR 不要啦，你们去啦。”类似的话，听到都会嫌烦。叫过几十遍都没跟我们去后，当然就不会再叫你了啊，难道每次做什么都要跟你报告吗？？你去哪里又不看你叫我们？？

你跟某人讲，因为我们常说华语所以我们不好聊，但是你是笨吗？？你每次在我们都讲英文啊。如果你是有心要跟我们做朋友的，无论说什么语言都可以的。

超级不喜欢你那么喜欢利用人，知道每个男生都很喜欢你，因为你够“teh”吗。所以说，刚认识的朋友，不要那么快就下定论，你会后悔的。

我知道你不会看到这篇东西，但是心里就是超级超级不爽的。你利用到连被利用的人都可以看得出。很多事不讲不代表不知道。不要都把我们当成傻的。最不喜欢这样的人啦。

我们把你当作是朋友，才肯被你利用，因为我们是愿意的，但是有时不要太过分，做人要会分轻与重。

我只是写爽而已，因为气真的很不爽！！

决定。

最近做了一个很大的决定，

那就是我会延迟我的钢琴考试啦！

为什么？

因为我觉得我现在的能力不能把我的最好表现出来，我也不要随随便便的弹了就算，我也不想拿到不好的成绩，我也不想因为我的表现不好而不及格。

如果用另一个角度想的话，不及格了，就必须重读一年，我不希望再让爸爸用那么多钱给我重读，所以我决定了延迟考试。

要做这个决定真的很难，因为如果延迟了就代表我明年才可以参加2017的毕业典礼。

延迟考试不代表不能毕业，一样也是今年毕业，也是今年拿到毕业证书，只是不能够参加今年的毕业典礼而已，觉得有一点失望，不能和朋友们一起完成这个毕业典礼。

对我来说，最大的考验就是如何告诉父母。

我很怕他们会对我失望。

刚开始真的不知道应该怎么告诉他们，我先跟我的老师谈谈，他也支持我的决定，过后也跟我的朋友说，她也支持我的决定。过后我也鼓起了勇气告诉妈妈，看他的表情好像有点失望，但是她也鼓励我说，可能这也是一个好的决定，我听了后眼泪立刻涌了出来，就一直在哭，心里就觉得很对不起他们。她也安慰我说，又不是不能毕业，只是延迟毕业典礼而已嘛。刚巧，爸爸去了日本，所以我过了一个星期才告诉他。又是另一个害怕，真的很怕他不开心。但是他也没什么，只是说好啊，明年才去毕业典礼啊。谢谢爸爸妈咪，真的谢谢你们没有对我生气。我会把琴练的好好的！

爱你们哦！

接下来要面对的就是朋友们的为什么？

加油吧依羚，你是可以的！

想念。

回到那没有家人的地方。
在那，朋友就是我的家人。
最后一年了，好像很多东西都想做，
但不是每样都能做。

要把时间管理好。
成绩和朋友都要好。
不想把最后一年的时间浪费掉。
但，又不知道要怎么利用。

旅行吧，
很想和不同朋友去旅行，
谁都想。
旅行能把不认识的人变得你的好朋友。

那个夏天，
回忆过去，
真的想念他们了，
没有他们的日子只能看照片，
大家都各忙各的，
也少联络了。

功课最近也很多，
课外活动的事也很多，
什么都很多。
加油吧！！

懒。

什么都不想做，回到家就变懒人了，连跟进部落格也懒了。
想写再写吧。累了。晚安。:)

Belgium

Brussels, Belgium

27/03/2015 - 30/03/2015

It's Easter break! Time to travel around the Europe country. Well, I went to Belgium for 4 days 3 nights on the first week of holiday. It's pretty fun travel around with different friends, this is my 4th times travel in the Europe with the different gang of friends :) Our first destination is Brussels, a very pretty and busy city. What to eat in Belgium? CHOCOLATE! WAFFLES! MUSSELS! What to do in Belgium? Walk around the city, just that, really. (One day should be enough to finish the whole city)

While waiting for the other two friends who traveling from Amsterdam, 4 of us decided to walk around the city first and find some nice restaurant! (Seriously wasted one day for waiting them :( ) 

 Day time.

 Night time.

The 4 of us with the building behind. 

(Some random tourist took this photo, how sad that it's just us without the building behind)

 Me and my future housemate, Vicky.

 Yeah! The other 2 arrived! And they are eating waffles while we are walking around the same place.

 Finally a photo of 6 of us :)

Escargot. The soup is really niceeeee.

Went to mini-europe and Atomium on the next day. Really bad weather in Belgium, rain everyday. Here are some photos in mini-europe.

 Us in the mini-europe with the mini eiffel towel and the Atomium :)

 This is in the Atomium! 

 The other 3 ran away and left us behind :( so we decided to take a selfie without them :D

 The whole mini-europe view from the Atomium.

Brugge, Belgium.

A very small city but full of historical building. This place is really amazing! Nothing much to say about this city because we just stay here for a day and the weather is really bad :(

Lastly, our trip ended here! 

Really fun to travel around with them, everyone is just super nice and they let me do what I want to do :P (because i'm the youngest here haha) Hope to travel again with you guys :) Byesssss. #justsaying trip 

Nottingham Malaysian Games!

Nottingham games! I didn't go to the one last year because not really interesting in it but I went there this year and joined frisbee :D Soooooooo, I went to Nottingham for the Malaysian games on 22nd of November :) That was so funn, hope to go there again next year :) I participated in frisbee competition, but unfortunately we didn't get in to the final but still, everyone did the good job!!! :D Well, I sort of sprain my ankle, so yeahhhh, I can't really run on that day but I did try to run and my ankle swollen ): That's so painful. I feel useless at the moment, because I train so hard for NMG and I sprain my ankle on that day and can't really run in the games. So yeah, very sad ): But I enjoy the games and everything, our team is just awesome :) And really thanks to my friend, Celine, to train us even though she's not playing in the games. Appreciate it :)

Well, I met my high school friend there, lots of fun even though I don't really talk to them because I have competition and must concentrate on it ): But yeah, still,  feel very happy to see them :D


Love,
Ling :)

Assignment!

First selfie from my photo booth in this laptop haha!! I should be doing my assignment right now (23:55) but i'm procrastinating :( And taking selfie lol! Too boring and no idea how to continue with my composition!!! STUCK. Have to finish it by today and meeting my tutor tomorrow to discuss about this, should have done this before today but i'm too busy with stuff :( Well, going to continue my assignment now!!

Love,
Ling :)